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The First One Day Monday Post

Hello there,

happy Monday to you all and thanks for reading. This is my first #OneDayMonday post. I have finally gotten around to doing it. I have really been procrastinating but I decided if I really want to go through with it I must make myself get into this habit. So here it goes.


I haven’t really accomplished much other than the fact that I am starting to post more. I also, got a new pet that I would all like you all to meet very soon so stay tuned for that post.

Oh! I almost forgot that I just finished the Spiderwick Chronicles. I also, watched the movie after I finished the series and unfortunately for me, it was a total disappointment. I loved the books way better. I know it is crazy that I never read those books as a kid but I have now and I am glad I did. It is definitely a series I would like to buy and add to my book collection one day.

I will also be reading the second part to the Spiderwick Chronicles and will post a review about both hopefully soon. It is on my to-do list. Please have your kids read it if they haven’t yet. It is so much fun and full of adventure.


Now, this week I would love to get back into coding. Learning on my own is such a bummer. I lack a lot of motivation with all the things I am going through right now but it is something that I love to do and I can not wait to see G.G.{C} come to life. I am pretty good at HTML5 already so I am hoping soon I can move on to CSS3 and Java.

I also, have a scarf I am crocheting that I need to finish and then my next project will be some paper bead jewelry. I have recently fell in love with paper beads and can’t wait to get creative and see what I can come up with.

One more thing I would like to add to my list is my goal to read at least one big book or a few small books a week. I have really been lacking on reading. When I was younger I would allow myself to escape to different worlds all the time. Often times I would lock my self in my room with no television, computer, or phone. Reading was such a passion of mine and I am afraid all the tough stuff I have been through has made me lose a part of my self. So here’s to finding me.


I am so close to all my goals and so happy I have been spending time on myself and not all the drama in the world around me. I have really been through some tough stuff and getting back into blogging and reading has really help me keep myself stable through it all. Thank you guys so much for reading and feel free to reach out to me at any time if you have any questions.

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What It Means (to me) To Be A Mom

Ever since I can remember I have always had a yearning to care for animals and other small children. I was always the caring type. I always wanted to play house and doctor. I idolized my mom. She was so loved by all of us that I too wanted to be loved unconditionally. As I got older of course I reasoned with my self that I wasn’t ready for the responsibility so I just baby sat and treated my boyfriend like I was his mother. Always asking “are you hungry?”, “did you eat?”, “did you remember to clean your room?”.

I knew one day I would be a mom and until that day I wouldn’t be complete. I always felt like something was missing. Like I was forgetting something. I never let that hold me back but when I had my sonĀ I was stunned. I was happy.

After having my son and experiencing what it really is like to be a mom, I am speechless. I knew it would be hard and maybe for me it is a little easier because I am pretty much a natural but I was given a great challenge. A challenge to care for a child who would need a mom that has the patience of god himself, superhuman reflexes, abnormal amounts of strength, and a heart so big it would never run out of love.

Being a mom means being a super hero.

Being a mom to me means being a super hero. Not just any super hero. There is no glory and fame. There is no one cheering you on. Thousands of people wont love you. Everyone criticizes you. I am one of those hero’s who stand in the background. I live in secrecy. My mission is to take care of little Sage and make sure he lives to see another day. Conquering all evil that comes our way.

That might not really sound like a hero but when I look into his eyes I can tell that’s who I am to him. A hero. The person he calls for help whenever evil is lurking. The person who swoops in, in the nick of time to save the day from scratched knees, to the hungry growling monster in his belly. I wipe the booger monsters away and keep the evil ice queen and sun king at bay so that he never feels to cold or to hot. No night prowlers get passed me in fact, they won’t even get near as long as I am close by. Did I mention I move at the speed of light?

Sage being quite the adventurer my reflexes have to be lighting fast. Since before he could walk he was climbing all over tall obstacles, sliding down big kid slides and going towards trouble. He is the most curious kid I ever met who can learn anything just by watching you do it once. I think letting him watch Curious George at an early age was not my best decision.

So you see, being a mother isnt all I first thought it would be. It is much more than that. Being a mother means having great responsibilities while living in the shadows on edge so that I can pounce at the first sign of trouble. It also means being a bag lady if I want to be prepared at all times but sometimes I sacrifice not having absolutely everything he might want so that I have more strength to keep up with him. My little tornado is a tough guy who loves trouble but I love him more. I have conquered many fierce battles and because of that I see myself as one of the greatest hero’s who has ever lived and I hope that one day he does too.

Being a mom means devoting you life to your little one in exchange for booger kisses and smiles. I am pretty much OK with with those terms.

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#OneDayMonay

This is my first One Day Monday post. What the hell is #ONEDAYMONDAY ? Well, since im on a journey to becoming my dream I figured I would need some inspiration along the way and decided since Monday is the most dreadful day of the week I could make it a little more motivating.

Every Monday I will post a #ONEDAYMONDAY post and talk about all the things I want to accomplish, I have accomplished, and am so close to accomplishing. Keeping my mind focused week after week on the future. Forcing my self to think about it, write about it, and visualize it. Never forgetting why I started this blog and where I need to be going.

I totally encourage everyone else to take this and run with it. Make it a positive habit. Spread motivation around with it. Now, I am not sure if anyone else has ever done anything like this before but I am making it my thing now.

If you start participating in #onedaymonday please link your first post in the comment section below. I look forward to reading your posts.

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